I don’t know why I made this tumblr.

Perhaps it was because I felt a bit more free to speak my mind, without worrying about being respectful to what I’m doing. This is more honest.

I try to explain to people that I’m finding it difficult, but I don’t think anyone can really understand. And I bought it on myself, so how do I reconcile with that?

If there is a part of me that really wants the kiss to happen, does this take away from everything else I have endeavoured to do? If I push myself to go further even after all I’ve done for the charity and for raising awareness of depression, does that make me selfish and ungrateful?

Can anyone truly be honest with me at this point without fear of me crumbling?